entry 10 september 30

I have became a poet during the past year. Ill post one and type about other stuff.

Killing Depression

I’m as low as I can be, I’ve never been this sad
I think about death, darkness all around
As far as I can see, I’m so angry, and mad
What’s the point? I’d rather lay without a sound

But then I hear your name, ringing in my head
I soon forget about my shame, Making me smile instead
No more sadness within my heart, without you I’m lost in the dark
You subdue my anger for a start, destroying its dreadful bark

You pull me out of my doubt, Setting me upon my feet
At me you never shout, Picking me out of my seat
Shaking the depression all away, Give up you could never do
With me I know you will stay, Making sure I never turn blue

You hug away my pain, Brushing off the dirt
Even wash away the stain, Of where I’ve been hurt
I don’t understand what it is, that makes you be so sound
Your sweet and innocent bliss, I know now what I had found

A sweet caring person, I don’t deserve you at all
I could never let go, I even have your picture on my wall
You killed my depression, and brought me back to life
This now is no longer obsession, so I’ll throw away my knife

Nothing can break us apart, we are bound by light
Dodging the evil dart, I no longer feel fright
Without you I would be lost, this is so very true
So what ever the cost, I’m in love with you

This is one of my favorites.

Anyways, about homecoming week. I was convinced to come to Central City's dance and stuff. I guess I'm slightly excited about it. Also, a friend from Mt. Vernon asked me to come to their homecoming next week. Honestly not looking forward to it. I don't like going to other school dances. *cough cough* Starmont prom *cough cough*. That is a different story though.

entry 9 september 28th

<--- That is my bands logo. It will also be the cover art for our EP Album. It will be self named: Author Of The Generation. On the CD we will have five of our singles. We hope to get this produced and sent into a recording studio that wont charge abunch of money.

This logo will also be on shirts that we will be making in the near future. We can order you one if you wanted. You'll have to pay for it though. Our budget is only in the 200 - 300 dollar range.

Anyways, we have decided which songs we will be playing at the variety show in March. The first song is called Something's Missing. It is our first single. We will also be playing a song called the 4-chord song. We are all very excited to be preforming.

Also, we have several performances coming up in October...

sept 23rd entry 8

So. i really dont know what to write about. and i dont feel like making this gammerly correct and junk.

I will now though so I don't lose as many points. So today is my youngest brothers birthday. He is 2 now. I feel like a jerk cause I'm gunna miss it. Then again its not like he will remember it or anything. I do get left over banana bread with chocolate chips though. My recipe was better then my mom's she uses mine. Makes me feel awesome. The only difference to add the chocolate chips.

I don't know what else to type/write, so I will bring this to a close.

Remember to avoid dark places in big cities at night

This is Nathan, signing out.

Entry 7, september 21st

Death is no more than passing from one room into another. But there's a difference for me, you know. Because in that other room I shall be able to see.
Helen Keller

This is a very true quote. When you think about it and sit down and let it go through your mind, you have just one life to live. And that is one this planet. The third spinning rock from the big fiery ball of light. The planet you could think of as the first room. Now you ask what the second room is, where it is, what it's like. The answer to that is a mystery. We cannot find out what the next room is unless we complete our task in the first room. You may ask what your task is. I say it's what your heart tells you to do. What do you strive for? What is your passion? Complete your dreams the best you can and move on to the next step: the second room. The only way there is at the end of your life. Some say death is dull, sad, and painful. It is only the final step in the life of the first room. So live life proudly, don't back down. See things through to the end.

Entry 6, September 16th

I believe that communities should create curfews for high school students. If the students are always just messing around and not getting anything done right after school, it's a way for them to sit down and finish their homework or anything that needs to be done. After all you would have weekends (assuming that the curfew is only in effect on school nights). And what good is it staying out all night. We as students need to grow up and get a grip on reality. How will we succeed in life if all we do is screw around? If your just out so you don't have to be home then get a job and rent an apartment. The students in todays world are careless.

This is Nathan Merrifield, signing out.

Entry 5 sept 14th 2o1o

If there was two zombies in this classroom, they would have to be myself and Sara. My reasons for this choice is simple. Sara already bites people so it wouldn't be to much of a change for her. When she bites and actually means to be hurtful, she will take a chunk of you flesh away. I'm no exactly sure what she does with that piece of skin and I honestly don't want to know either. Her appearance as a zombie would be close to what she is now. The difference would be bloodshot eyes, festering skin, a line of droll dripping down her blood crusted chin. After all zombies are basically humans with a swollen brain and bad case of the munchies (Zombieland quote).

I choose myself mainly cause suffering the process of turning into a zombie or being eaten alive would just plain out suck. Think about it, would you want to be eaten alive by a zombie. Or even pre-zombie form Sara at that. Oh the pain and agony.

This is Nathan Merrifield saying good night and good luck.

Entry 4 september 9th

We can fail epically and still pull it off. Its been done before. And I honestly have no idea how I would respond. This is because I am the one that usually fails. I can turn it around to make it a happy ending, but alas, it rarely happens. Its pretty great when it does though.

On a side note the font is really weird on this thing. Really different. Its not Times New Roman is it? No, this is a little bit to fancy for that. I just don't know what to think. My mind is in other places today. I am looking forward for my da... I mean detention with you tomorrow morning. It'll be fun.

In other news I have my band fully together. Author Of The Generation is now complete. We have a new singer who's voice is like a mixture between firgie and Jesus.

This is Nathan signing out